So this is my story blog side. After many years of searching and relentless time trying to figure things out. I honestly haven't figured it out. I thought I would of said you were mad or crazy for that matter if you figured it out. Nobody has in all got life figured out. Take it from me. Somebody who thought I never thought where I end up being ended up down the road unexpectively. I should of been higher where i wanted to go. I felt like life has thrown me in a direction that i thought may end up in has happened. Things I used to do has now taken me to unusual places and situations never thought possible. Coming back as someone small in a industry hard workers has gotten me some kind of recognition. It gets weird because social media gets everyone noticed but writers and freelancers who have many stories to tell. Many think there are a few but there are a lot of us. Some with some attachments to others. Some building our own stories to some way kind of road. You never know who you may run into to help re- build your story. Graciously, the story is just writing itself out. History remakes itself.
Sunday, 2 December 2012
Saturday, 17 November 2012
The Tale of How We Became Us
The
Tale of How We Became Us (paid poem)
The
story of us
Began
on a quiet evening night
Where our daily routine of a dinner
Where our daily routine of a dinner
Was
just a usual occurance
As
best friends just hanging out
Felt
like a plan to something more
Like
I had felt
But
I knew you were holding something back
But
were nervous and shy to bring it up
You
wanted to say something to me but
It
wasn’t until we finished dinner that night
And
was driving you home
You
told me to pull over
On
a side street when you
Finally
told me how you felt about me
And
I paused because I wasn’t surprised
But
a little shocked and relieved that you finally said it
The
words that I never thought you would say to me
But
I knew now that you were ready this time to finally date
And
this is dedicated to you
My
boyfriend,
My
man of mine
With
me nine months and counting strong
Although
I tend to forget
You
remind me how long we have become
Us
as a couple
The
inspiration in each other’s lives
Inspired
to try to achieve more than we can
Even
from a distance we make things work
The
best we can
You
dream of me constantly
Like
you need me
Because
I make your reality of love
Become
a realistic way to change you into a
Grown
man
Like
you’ve never felt before
I’ve
made you an addictive person for this love to progress
In
the future and to become wise people as we evolve as a couple.
We’d
be the best we can
To
make this truly work
For
each other to mature progressively.
Thursday, 15 November 2012
November is madness
Well it is November and the ideas and events are CRAZY. Never knew that this month would bring many events. I have been super exhausted to get things right. Deadlines are coming and. Still haven't done much things. I am going to try to get things right... We will see. Moving things aren't easy but they have to get finished. I will hopefully get there.
Sunday, 11 November 2012
Website Recognition: The Broken Heels Diaries
Besides just being a fan of the entertainment business and the industry affiliating with entertainers and news people. I tend to be picky with who I check out or give recognition to.
I love to say that if I could give recognition for all there hard work is The Broken Heel Diaries founded by Daniella has come a long way and has progress every time I check in. I tend to read the articles posted there and with the digital age changing from buying magazines or reading gossip, I find that The Broken Heel Diaries has everything that can interest everyone's taste from music, fashion, beauty tips, special events, make up products, brands & bloggers, entrepreneurs, women of recognition - just to name a few of many things they have on here.
I have to say it isn't easy to be on top of things in terms of content because it does take a lot of time and effort to get it right. I say the team behind The Broken Heel Diaries got it right. I love this site because compared to famous magazine sites they are very diversified on things you want to know or want to learn what you want to know. It is very important to not make stories up but to get your knowledge right.
This site has it right and continues to get it right. I hope the greatest success to Daniella and the team with The Broken Heel Diaries.
Visit it because I do and it's worth it: http://www.thebrokenheeldiaries.com/
I love to say that if I could give recognition for all there hard work is The Broken Heel Diaries founded by Daniella has come a long way and has progress every time I check in. I tend to read the articles posted there and with the digital age changing from buying magazines or reading gossip, I find that The Broken Heel Diaries has everything that can interest everyone's taste from music, fashion, beauty tips, special events, make up products, brands & bloggers, entrepreneurs, women of recognition - just to name a few of many things they have on here.
I have to say it isn't easy to be on top of things in terms of content because it does take a lot of time and effort to get it right. I say the team behind The Broken Heel Diaries got it right. I love this site because compared to famous magazine sites they are very diversified on things you want to know or want to learn what you want to know. It is very important to not make stories up but to get your knowledge right.
This site has it right and continues to get it right. I hope the greatest success to Daniella and the team with The Broken Heel Diaries.
Visit it because I do and it's worth it: http://www.thebrokenheeldiaries.com/
Limitlessness/Fantasy - The poem of my deep thoughts
Limitlessness/Fantasy
I'm feeling more of a natural
High my body needs to more
Than what you can give me
the yearning deep within me is indicating
That I feel I can go
All day and night
My urges of this encounter
Has pushed me to a level
Of needs I never knew
that were built inside of me
I like where we go
But my body says wants more
And says that's all you can give
Me to fantasize on my own
Where these deep thoughts can go
Because I feel like I have to hide where these
Body urges can go
I play practical and hide how deep I can go.
The feeling isn't enough
How deep thse hands want to go
I stop when you say go
Because I don't know if you're ready to
Share how deep you
Can constantly go.
So I have to pause
Because I know you need to break
While my limitless
Body ask for more
Because I know if I were to pull that off
I don't think you can handle that all so I lye down here
While these thoughts in my head
To hope that one day
To take these limits of my body
To the next level
And to take the chance to pass out
And not able to move
Cause I know then may be
That's where you succeeded
That you have me
To a non-stop fun of
Pleasure play time and to share
To take it into next levels where there would be no breaks
To take the limitnesses
Of these urges
In my body to go away or stay because to handle
It would be a new adventure of unexpectness
That I hope to achieve constantly
One of these days or many of these days
For satisfaction of me to be complete
The way I hope it could be but for now
These thoughts stay within the crevisis of my mind.
I'm feeling more of a natural
High my body needs to more
Than what you can give me
the yearning deep within me is indicating
That I feel I can go
All day and night
My urges of this encounter
Has pushed me to a level
Of needs I never knew
that were built inside of me
I like where we go
But my body says wants more
And says that's all you can give
Me to fantasize on my own
Where these deep thoughts can go
Because I feel like I have to hide where these
Body urges can go
I play practical and hide how deep I can go.
The feeling isn't enough
How deep thse hands want to go
I stop when you say go
Because I don't know if you're ready to
Share how deep you
Can constantly go.
So I have to pause
Because I know you need to break
While my limitless
Body ask for more
Because I know if I were to pull that off
I don't think you can handle that all so I lye down here
While these thoughts in my head
To hope that one day
To take these limits of my body
To the next level
And to take the chance to pass out
And not able to move
Cause I know then may be
That's where you succeeded
That you have me
To a non-stop fun of
Pleasure play time and to share
To take it into next levels where there would be no breaks
To take the limitnesses
Of these urges
In my body to go away or stay because to handle
It would be a new adventure of unexpectness
That I hope to achieve constantly
One of these days or many of these days
For satisfaction of me to be complete
The way I hope it could be but for now
These thoughts stay within the crevisis of my mind.
Sunday, 4 November 2012
Series on life: Fans (Behind The Scenes)
After a decade of being a fan for awhile in the music and entertainment business I have learned quite a number of things here in the Canadian scene.
What's that you may ask?
Well a number of things, it includes your popularity in the States if you get lucky will get you places ie move out of Canada and then come back home, post your stuff online and you may get some kind of recognition from it to be posted WORLDWIDE!, Joining Twitter is a must because celebrities do post stuff and read your post (but don't beg them to follow you because Believe me i've tried and it depends all up to them if they want to follow you or not), Join their fan bases because 90% they sometimes will know the artist through the sites that promote them. But whatever you do don't get too stalkerish or their security may just handle you out, be kind and help out your follow fans out if you get a advantage because we are all try to meet the same celebrity.
I mean I used to be real nervous and real scared to meet my favorite celebs and personalities, but not as much now. I have met quite a bit and talked to a few now i sometimes don't know what to say anymore to them. I question myself and ask myself say "Hello" Sir or Miss, may I get a autograph from you I am super excited to meet you because I am a super fan.
I am in definition as a fan who was nervous on meeting popular people to having a partial confidence to try to get a autograph or pics from them.
I am now using my experience when I see other fans get over excited to meet to their favorite stars and if I get the advantage to give it to them because I see the joy, excitement and tears in their eyes. I never had someone helped me out, so I feel real happy and overjoyed to help fellow fans out when their parents don't know what to do.
I think what scares some fans is that we get categorized as crazy people because of our habit of some of us staying at their hotels just to see them. I mean we all don't do that, some of us need to pay our bills and as much as we would like to do that, there is a lot of time constraints and payments we average class got to deal with.
After being a long time fan of entertainers, I have struggled to get my payments right and have to skip out on some of my favorite events, sacrifices I have to make to go to them. It has been hard, but the ones I do go to are real satisfying to attend to when I can. I feel when I don't go I miss out, in the events I don't attend I feel real good, but due to my sickness the last few days I haven't been much of a fan.
It has been super hard in the last few months to be part of the scene. I want so much to be seen to go to places for recognition and hopefully be noticed by the art you love but cannot be more than recognition to be paid for it. I have struggled for years and still until this day tend to struggle. I am behind the scenes to work super hard with no kind of education for promotions and special events degree. I am mostly learning it through my street smart ideas and thoughts. I try my hardest though and it doesn't get unnoticed. The recognition that I built myself around is AMAZING. I do love what I do and now that I think I have reached a point, I really need a little bit of money to get by because I ain't getting any younger by the moment. I struggle with my concept in trying to get through with these chances I have taken to get through with what I have faced. It's never easy being a fan of the industry just being on some kind of being a familiar person but with no pay.
It's been years to make my path in the industry because I have been trying to make something out of it and I don't quite fit into any category of the bloggers world because I represent a lot of categories, or trying to learn to get into. Most people affiliate me with the music industry or the poetry/lyricism world, but I have learned now to go beyond into the sci-fi world. I try to read a lot of other things. I know I haven't been posting very often as much as I can. I hope to do more so that people can read more about what I am.
As a fan in the industry for a long time I have learned that most fan bases are family and not just fan bases. Most people think that fans are just people that know each other randomly but to tell you the truth, someone knows someone personally or gets connected like a family member. If one person praises you it is like you become a society of family or relatives by the connection you make from one person to another. It becomes a small world and community. Every fan base is very intertwined with each other and it isn't real small or very stalkerish like most people think, but a big society of many people affiliated with many walks of life, just like family members you know each other.
What's that you may ask?
Well a number of things, it includes your popularity in the States if you get lucky will get you places ie move out of Canada and then come back home, post your stuff online and you may get some kind of recognition from it to be posted WORLDWIDE!, Joining Twitter is a must because celebrities do post stuff and read your post (but don't beg them to follow you because Believe me i've tried and it depends all up to them if they want to follow you or not), Join their fan bases because 90% they sometimes will know the artist through the sites that promote them. But whatever you do don't get too stalkerish or their security may just handle you out, be kind and help out your follow fans out if you get a advantage because we are all try to meet the same celebrity.
I mean I used to be real nervous and real scared to meet my favorite celebs and personalities, but not as much now. I have met quite a bit and talked to a few now i sometimes don't know what to say anymore to them. I question myself and ask myself say "Hello" Sir or Miss, may I get a autograph from you I am super excited to meet you because I am a super fan.
I am in definition as a fan who was nervous on meeting popular people to having a partial confidence to try to get a autograph or pics from them.
I am now using my experience when I see other fans get over excited to meet to their favorite stars and if I get the advantage to give it to them because I see the joy, excitement and tears in their eyes. I never had someone helped me out, so I feel real happy and overjoyed to help fellow fans out when their parents don't know what to do.
I think what scares some fans is that we get categorized as crazy people because of our habit of some of us staying at their hotels just to see them. I mean we all don't do that, some of us need to pay our bills and as much as we would like to do that, there is a lot of time constraints and payments we average class got to deal with.
After being a long time fan of entertainers, I have struggled to get my payments right and have to skip out on some of my favorite events, sacrifices I have to make to go to them. It has been hard, but the ones I do go to are real satisfying to attend to when I can. I feel when I don't go I miss out, in the events I don't attend I feel real good, but due to my sickness the last few days I haven't been much of a fan.
It has been super hard in the last few months to be part of the scene. I want so much to be seen to go to places for recognition and hopefully be noticed by the art you love but cannot be more than recognition to be paid for it. I have struggled for years and still until this day tend to struggle. I am behind the scenes to work super hard with no kind of education for promotions and special events degree. I am mostly learning it through my street smart ideas and thoughts. I try my hardest though and it doesn't get unnoticed. The recognition that I built myself around is AMAZING. I do love what I do and now that I think I have reached a point, I really need a little bit of money to get by because I ain't getting any younger by the moment. I struggle with my concept in trying to get through with these chances I have taken to get through with what I have faced. It's never easy being a fan of the industry just being on some kind of being a familiar person but with no pay.
It's been years to make my path in the industry because I have been trying to make something out of it and I don't quite fit into any category of the bloggers world because I represent a lot of categories, or trying to learn to get into. Most people affiliate me with the music industry or the poetry/lyricism world, but I have learned now to go beyond into the sci-fi world. I try to read a lot of other things. I know I haven't been posting very often as much as I can. I hope to do more so that people can read more about what I am.
As a fan in the industry for a long time I have learned that most fan bases are family and not just fan bases. Most people think that fans are just people that know each other randomly but to tell you the truth, someone knows someone personally or gets connected like a family member. If one person praises you it is like you become a society of family or relatives by the connection you make from one person to another. It becomes a small world and community. Every fan base is very intertwined with each other and it isn't real small or very stalkerish like most people think, but a big society of many people affiliated with many walks of life, just like family members you know each other.
Tuesday, 2 October 2012
Response to: Katt's Meow Blog
In Response to:
http://plafulkatt.com/everyday-super-hero-originally-titled-ctv-shame-on-you/ blog
I have to say to http://plafulkatt.com/ Thanks for that video that came with it: http://plafulkatt.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/09/Thank-you-Jane.mp4
I am sorry that your SLR was messed up that day. I am still crying tears of joy (and I don't cry very often). I am very touched by what you have put together here. This has been the most detailed blog that you have put together. The last one has to be in college, but this takes the icing on the cake.
I hope to meet up with you soon. I am so greatful to make your upset and frustating con into a really great comicon to attend. I hope to send in my volunteer services to Fan Expo next year (planning for 2013). If not Kato may make her return as cosplay character next year.
I hope to be around. I will be in the Toronto region for the www.lightthenight.ca walk. I am working till roughly 3:30pm and if you can't make it, we can meet up this weekend as well, if your schedule is free. Just tweet me.
I appreciate everything you put together and I am greatful to meet someone as detailed as you. I am very greatful to make your day from a real bad con to a enjoyable one.
Keep in touch and hopefully you will hear more about me in the future.
I have your blog on my top of my list to check out.
http://plafulkatt.com/everyday-super-hero-originally-titled-ctv-shame-on-you/ blog
I have to say to http://plafulkatt.com/ Thanks for that video that came with it: http://plafulkatt.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/09/Thank-you-Jane.mp4
I am sorry that your SLR was messed up that day. I am still crying tears of joy (and I don't cry very often). I am very touched by what you have put together here. This has been the most detailed blog that you have put together. The last one has to be in college, but this takes the icing on the cake.
I hope to meet up with you soon. I am so greatful to make your upset and frustating con into a really great comicon to attend. I hope to send in my volunteer services to Fan Expo next year (planning for 2013). If not Kato may make her return as cosplay character next year.
I hope to be around. I will be in the Toronto region for the www.lightthenight.ca walk. I am working till roughly 3:30pm and if you can't make it, we can meet up this weekend as well, if your schedule is free. Just tweet me.
I appreciate everything you put together and I am greatful to meet someone as detailed as you. I am very greatful to make your day from a real bad con to a enjoyable one.
Keep in touch and hopefully you will hear more about me in the future.
I have your blog on my top of my list to check out.
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About Music Addict Jane
- Music Addict Jane
- Fan of the entertainment industry. I am a Poet/Lyricists that was officially established in 2002. Although writing much earlier in her elementary days. My history as a poet lyricists officially started in 2002-2005 in poetry contest and local radio stations. Although she did start a little earlier than that just to get some international recognition both as a poet and making a name for myself as a fan. Besides writing poetry I have been interviewed in 2002 for the Catholic Register for World Youth Day in a TTC Subway car and I have been interviewed as fan of the month for Ameriie in 2004 for a fan site and also been interviewed by the Centennial College Courier around 2004-2005. Musicaddictjane has met a few musicians, attend a few concerts & events, met many tv personalities and a acting cast. She has established herself as a fans fan of many people and has gotten a lot of recognition over the years until this current and present time. Her current representation for LuvKCFansite; Keshia Chante has got her recognition on both her site and her fan site. Her journey continues on...