Monday, 4 July 2011

I'm starring at this reflection of myself
Starring at this mirror
Looking at myself
Got me wondering
When this launch pad
Of happiness I am seeking for
Got me questioning
Did I take the right path

Cause you got me seeking you
Out from far away
You got me doing things
I thought I wouldn't be doing
Around the others
I'd call you up
And texting you up
Cause it seems that they've
Failed cause you'.re the teacher of a lesson
That I've been wanting to learning
I've been a secret admire
For the longest time
Wanting that valuable
Lessons that I won't be
Regretting cause their teaching isn't affective
Makes me want to reach you
All night, got me saying
Things I wanted to say all my life

I'm finding this the right time to seek you out
And I'd be lying
To myself if I never said it
But now you know it
Cause I feel like my heart is in it
The right time to say
That I wish you were mine
But we far away so we say it
Over the phone
Fause the distance between us
Makes me want to just appear
Cause this life
I'm  leading
Ain't satisfying me
Although I made it look that way
I need you here and this other
Dude has got me pretending that I just
Wish you were here cause I
See he's tripping
That he knows he can't have me
Cause the chance was there
But he takes pictures
Wanting what he can't have
But he became nervous and I feel like that I got to move on
Cause it's just a friendship
And will always will be
Until it may to late

I'm looking for more than this friendship
Cause I want it to be more
And I think I found someone
Who's got my temperature peaking when it's lonley
He is the one I'  m thinking of
Cause he's fast and efficient
And has got me excited once again
To live the life I'm leading
Cause he gets what I'm needing
This reflection I am starring at
Is happening so
Fast that I'm denying the fact
That you ain't going as as I like you to be
So every excuse for me to this man is
To dream of to be at envy of all the bloggers and fashionistas
To be part of the world I've been longing for to fit in
So I dream big
To be in their status quo
Just to give the need when other parts of me
Aren't fulfilled
This is where I feel life is fulfilling!

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Fan of the entertainment industry. I am a Poet/Lyricists that was officially established in 2002. Although writing much earlier in her elementary days. My history as a poet lyricists officially started in 2002-2005 in poetry contest and local radio stations. Although she did start a little earlier than that just to get some international recognition both as a poet and making a name for myself as a fan. Besides writing poetry I have been interviewed in 2002 for the Catholic Register for World Youth Day in a TTC Subway car and I have been interviewed as fan of the month for Ameriie in 2004 for a fan site and also been interviewed by the Centennial College Courier around 2004-2005. Musicaddictjane has met a few musicians, attend a few concerts & events, met many tv personalities and a acting cast. She has established herself as a fans fan of many people and has gotten a lot of recognition over the years until this current and present time. Her current representation for LuvKCFansite; Keshia Chante has got her recognition on both her site and her fan site. Her journey continues on...