The Tale of How We Became Us

The Tale of How We Became Us (paid poem)

The story of us

Began on a quiet evening night
Where our daily routine of a dinner

Was just a usual occurance

As best friends just hanging out

Felt like a plan to something more

Like I had felt

But I knew you were holding something back

But were nervous and shy to bring it up

You wanted to say something to me but

It wasn’t until we finished dinner that night

And was driving you home

You told me to pull over

On a side street when you

Finally told me how you felt about me

And I paused because I wasn’t surprised

But a little shocked and relieved that you finally said it

The words that I never thought you would say to me

 

But I knew now that you were ready this time to finally date

And this is dedicated to you

My boyfriend,

My man of mine

With me nine months and counting strong

Although I tend to forget

You remind me how long we have become

Us as a couple

The inspiration in each other’s lives

Inspired to try to achieve more than we can

Even from a distance we make things work

The best we can

 

You dream of me constantly

Like you need me

Because I make your reality of love

Become a realistic way to change you into a

Grown man

Like you’ve never felt before

I’ve made you an addictive person for this love to progress

In the future and to become wise people as we evolve as a couple.

 

We’d be the best we can

To make this truly work

For each other to mature progressively.

November is madness

Well it is November and the ideas and events are CRAZY. Never knew that this month would bring many events. I have been super exhausted to get things right. Deadlines are coming and. Still haven't done much things. I am going to try to get things right... We will see. Moving things aren't easy but they have to get finished. I will hopefully get there.

Website Recognition: The Broken Heels Diaries

Besides just being a fan of the entertainment business and the industry affiliating with entertainers and news people. I tend to be picky with who I check out or give recognition to.

I love to say that if I could give recognition for all there hard work is The Broken Heel Diaries founded by Daniella has come a long way and has progress every time I check in. I tend to read the articles posted there and with the digital age changing from buying magazines or reading gossip, I find that The Broken Heel Diaries has everything that can interest everyone's taste from music, fashion, beauty tips, special events, make up products, brands & bloggers, entrepreneurs, women of recognition - just to name a few of many things they have on here.

I have to say it isn't easy to be on top of things in terms of content because it does take a lot of time and effort to get it right. I say the team behind The Broken Heel Diaries got it right. I love this site because compared to famous magazine sites they are very diversified on things you want to know or want to learn what you want to know. It is very important to not make stories up but to get your knowledge right.

This site has it right and continues to get it right. I hope the greatest success to Daniella and the team with The Broken Heel Diaries.

Visit it because I do and it's worth it: http://www.thebrokenheeldiaries.com/

Limitlessness/Fantasy - The poem of my deep thoughts

Limitlessness/Fantasy

I'm feeling more of a natural
High my body needs to more
Than what you can give me
the yearning deep within me is indicating
That I feel I can go
All day and night
My urges of this encounter
Has pushed me to a level
Of needs I never knew
that were built inside of me
I like where we go
But my body says wants more
And says that's all you can give
Me to fantasize on my own
Where these deep thoughts can go
Because I feel like I have to hide where these
Body urges can go
I play practical and hide how deep I can go.

The feeling isn't enough
How deep thse hands want to go
I stop when you say go
Because I don't know if you're ready to
Share how deep you
Can constantly go.

So I have to pause
Because I know you need to break
While my limitless
Body ask for more
Because I know if I were to pull that off
I don't think you can handle that all so I lye down here
While these thoughts in my head
To hope that one day
To take these limits of my body
To the next level
And to take the chance to pass out
And not able to move
Cause I know then may be
That's where you succeeded
That you have me
To a non-stop fun of
Pleasure play time and to share

To take it into next levels where there would be no breaks
To take the limitnesses
Of these urges
In my body to go away or stay because to handle
It would be a new adventure of unexpectness
That I hope to achieve constantly
One of these days or many of these days
For satisfaction of me to be complete
The way I hope it could be but for now
These thoughts stay within the crevisis of my mind.

Series on life: Fans (Behind The Scenes)

After a decade of being a fan for awhile in the music and entertainment business I have learned quite a number of things here in the Canadian scene.
What's that you may ask?
Well a number of things, it includes your popularity in the States if you get lucky will get you places ie move out of Canada and then come back home, post your stuff online and you may get some kind of recognition from it to be posted WORLDWIDE!, Joining Twitter is a must because celebrities do post stuff and read your post (but don't beg them to follow you because Believe me i've tried and it depends all up to them if they want to follow you or not), Join their fan bases because 90% they sometimes will know the artist through the sites that promote them. But whatever you do don't get too stalkerish or their security may just handle you out, be kind and help out your follow fans out if you get a advantage because we are all try to meet the same celebrity.
I mean I used to be real nervous and real scared to meet my favorite celebs and personalities, but not as much now. I have met quite a bit and talked to a few now i sometimes don't know what to say anymore to them. I question myself and ask myself say "Hello" Sir or Miss, may I get a autograph from you I am super excited to meet you because I am a super fan.

I am in definition as a fan who was nervous on meeting popular people to having a partial confidence to try to get a autograph or pics from them.

I am now using my experience when I see other fans get over excited to meet to their favorite stars and if I get the advantage to give it to them because I see the joy, excitement and tears in their eyes. I never had someone helped me out, so I feel real happy and overjoyed to help fellow fans out when their parents don't know what to do.

I think what scares some fans is that we get categorized as crazy people because of our habit of some of us staying at their hotels just to see them. I mean we all don't do that, some of us need to pay our bills and as much as we would like to do that, there is a lot of time constraints and payments we average class got to deal with.

After being a long time fan of entertainers, I have struggled to get my payments right and have to skip out on some of my favorite events, sacrifices I have to make to go to them. It has been hard, but the ones I do go to are real satisfying to attend to when I can. I feel when I don't go I miss out, in the events I don't attend I feel real good, but due to my sickness the last few days I haven't been much of a fan.

It has been super hard in the last few months to be part of the scene. I want so much to be seen to go to places for recognition and hopefully be noticed by the art you love but cannot be more than recognition to be paid for it. I have struggled for years and still until this day tend to struggle. I am behind the scenes to work super hard with no kind of education for promotions and special events degree. I am mostly learning it through my street smart ideas and thoughts. I try my hardest though and it doesn't get unnoticed. The recognition that I built myself around is AMAZING. I do love what I do and now that I think I have reached a point, I really need a little bit of money to get by because I ain't getting any younger by the moment. I struggle with my concept in trying to get through with these chances I have taken to get through with what I have faced. It's never easy being a fan of the industry just being on some kind of being a familiar person but with no pay.

It's been years to make my path in the industry because I have been trying to make something out of it and I don't quite fit into any category of the bloggers world because I represent a lot of categories, or trying to learn to get into. Most people affiliate me with the music industry or the poetry/lyricism world, but I have learned now to go beyond into the sci-fi world. I try to read a lot of other things. I know I haven't been posting very often as much as I can. I hope to do more so that people can read more about what I am.

As a fan in the industry for a long time I have learned that most fan bases are family and not just fan bases. Most people think that fans are just people that know each other randomly but to tell you the truth, someone knows someone personally or gets connected like a family member. If one person praises you it is like you become a society of family or relatives by the connection you make from one person to another. It becomes a small world and community. Every fan base is very intertwined with each other and it isn't real small or very stalkerish like most people think, but a big society of many people affiliated with many walks of life, just like family members you know each other.